Who should i be with? P or T?

A Chinese proverb says "the heart never speak but she always says the truth " , listen to your heart and you'll know , and regardless at your boyfriends present and ex ,both of them should be happy if you are happy with any of them even this will hurt very much the looser , or if you are too insecure about your feelings go somewhere else starting a new life with someone new with whom you'll not have insecure feelings.